Oh, the things I do.
So, I came home today to a lonely cat. I flip the TV on, it's Discovery Health, it's a show on obesity and the options to cure those with it. So natually, I make a short stack of pancakes and eat them with syrup while watching this show on my fat butt...
I'm in a depressive funk. No, it's not why you think, it's something else. I don't know what to do. I have no desire to go out of the apartment this weekend. If I even see a ray of sunshine before Wednesday, it would be a miracle.
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I know exactly how you feel. I hate it when I feel crappy and I'm watching like a fitness challenge or something equally depressing, eating a bowl of icecream. I am sorry you are in a funk. I could come and cheer you up. Well, I don't know if I could cheer you up, but I could at least get you out of the apartment.
I'm open to any and all options.
So, when I see commercials about my biggest vice--smoking--specifically, those annoying TRUTH commercials... I like to light up a cigarette and say "F--- you and your media control. I will change myself when I am ready." Then I wait for an appropriate time, like seeing someone cool smoke in a movie, to think "How can I help myself quit?"
The world, and media specifically, will always try to tell you that you aren't good enough. Well you are. Don't submit to their coersion. Change yourself because YOU want to, not because you've been told you don't measure up. If you want to change, you will find a way, and you don't need any fitness model to tell you why.
Don't worry, old friend. I have the same vice you do and it's a monkey on my back. I'm trying to get out from under it, and since I don't partake that often, it's not to bad right now.
BUT, about the other thing, yeah, I'm changing because I want to change. I'm just tired of seeing other people do things that either I would like to do, or that I myself used to but can no longer do. I love repelling, and I haven't gone in several years. Sean has all my equipment, but more importantly I weight a good 50lbs more than I did then, so it's time to loose the tonage, and get back on track.
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